I was born & raised in Georgia. Climbing trees, exploring creeks, drinking sweet tea, & taking trips to historical plantations are just some of the many things that make up my childhood. It was not until after my parents moved us here to Oklahoma in the 4th grade that I realized I was from a completely different world. Today I find myself inspired & drawn to all things southern. Even though my southern accent is completely gone after living so long in Oklahoma, I will always be a true Georgia girl!
Growing up I would spend hours & hours alone in my bedroom writing, drawing, watching movies, listening to music...completely absorbed in my own creative world. I knew early on that I was destined for the arts. When faced with the task of picking a path to pursue as a college degree I was torn between art & interior design. I ultimately chose the interior design degree thinking that would be the best fit for me career wise...I did not even look into the photography field due to an earlier run in with film photography my freshman year in high school. Freshman year I took a basic photography class wanting to know what it was all about (I always loved taking pictures with disposable cameras and I was constantly looking through old family photos even though I had seen them a hundred times). At that point, the world of photography was all film, digital did not exist. I have a very sensitive nose & having to develop the film myself really ruined the whole experience for me. I was not mature enough to see past the nasty egg smell of the developing process. I got through the class & told myself there is no way I could do that again. So Interior design it was. Right out of high school my parents moved out of state. I had began a relationship with a guy that I was not ready to give up so I moved out on my own & had to start a full time job to support myself. Working full time I could not handle a full load in college, so I went part time working towards that Interior design degree. My job was in the design industry and I was fortunate enough to work side by side with professional Interior designers everyday. Five years (going part time) into the degree I hit a wall. The classes started to become more & more creatively constricting and the designers I worked with everyday showed me with their experiences that this was not what I wanted to do. I needed to be completely free creatively and having to stay within the box with rules & codes was driving me absolutely crazy. I had two choices, keep on the path I was on (which included quiting my job because the rest of the classes in the interior design degree were day classes & also be completely miserable for the next 2-3 years) or switch degrees. After thinking & double thinking everything I ultimately switched my degree over to general studies. It was the only degree that would keep all my existing credits & allow me to pick and chose the classes to finish out my college career. This is the point where I stumbled back into photography. My love of photography never went away, I just never focused in on it since high school. My how the world of photography has changed! I decided to take a college photography course to see if it would spark something in me and I was completely captured. I am the type of person who believes everything happens for a reason. I now know why I went through all those art & design classes...so that I could create my own world like I did growing up. With photography I can design the sets & backgrounds for my photo shoots & I can experiment with different perspectives and techniques...whatever my little creative heart desires! This is where I was made to be!
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